WARNING - CONTAINS LANGUAGE OF THE MATURE KIND

Stressed? Put it this way I put a crow bar through the bonnet of my car at dinner time & just started to calm down now.

One more thing goes wrong during this month I'm shooting people! I tend not to get stressed over things, but since November things have just been building up over time off work for holidays, wedding, moving, being ill, future operations, house getting renovated, father's anniversay, bills, credit card, work & car f'in about I finally snapped when I tried to put on new wheels trims on Jane's car that I got her for Xmas and they just wouldn't 'pop' on. So a gentle nudge and nothing, a little kick and "split!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" the straw that broke the camel's back. Crow bar in hand I was in a f'in massive rage & rant, the whole county heard me explode in verbal abuse (some directed to Jane) had to go back into the house & walked past my car cause I wanted to hit something or someone, but could never bring myself to act against Jane so the crow bar that I had in my hand went directly into the bonnet.

For some reason I just went to the kitchen & packed away nicely crappy cups that if I wouldn't mind if they got broken. I've now gutted 80% of the kitchen to vent my rage all with a hammer, crowbar & a screwdriver and not a power tool insight. Next I'll have a go packing this PC up & re-doing the wireless router for the laptop cause at the moment were both living in out bedroom as the kitchen, large bedroom, small bedroom, most of the bathroom, living room, hall way, top step hall landing, Outhousing is either no floorboards, packed up, wires hanging out, plaster hanging off, storeage boxed up, covered in dust cloths etc.... but one thing is in all the time me & jane have lived together we have never eaten a meals off the dinning table until thursday? Talk about being civilized in the midst of chaos. Still got rage in me, but can't get rid of it as I've always used the Playstation or Gamecube to vent that out of me, but I've packed the fucker up along with the games and stored it on the very bottom of a stored stack of boxes. i would take it out, but it's a case of I've packed it in the spare room that we're keeping when we move in the the theme of f'in tetris. YES I DID HUM THE TUNE WHEN I WAS PACKING THEM JANE!!!!

MMMMmm glass of Irish Cider & kebab, choclate from Hotelchocolate.com and f**k all on TV as I've packed up the good widescreen TV, sat/freeview decoder, 7.1 sound system, all in one DVD/DIVX/dog's bollocks recorderplayerthingy & left with just 5 crap channels on spare TV & a dodgy DVD player. Got my PSP though, but just got Metal Gear Acid2 for it & it's doing my head in plus I've got work tomorrow at 3.45am & Jane is out on her works Xmas party (in f'in feb??) so she'll be strolling in drunk a stupid bloody O'clock!

How was your week then?