My father is a hard working man.
He's very strict and demands the best out of everyone.
He wants to have a relationship with me, but he's not willing to make any effort.
Needless to say when he's actually home his view on effort is exchanging critical remarks.

It can't possibly be true that all girls marry men like their fathers, right?
I hope my husband does not turn out like him...
Or else he will never be able to stand me and I him.
And I don't want my kids to see that and believe it's "love".

I'm not gonna feed that lie to my kids like my mom did to me.
I just give up.

Perhaps I will retreat to someone else's house for now.
I'm afraid to be here right now.

I'll take my dogs and head over to someone's house.
I don't know whose..but I gotta get outta here.

Goodnight all.
R.K.